Who am I?

Who am I?
What is it that fills my heart...
what does my soul contain?

I ponder awhile and listen for answers upon the wind. Knowing who I want to be... Knowing where I've been... not knowing what tomorrow brings. As the sun sets upon the world day after day, life changes and we must adjust. As the stars ever so slowly change their positions amongst the sky... we must change as well. As new information comes to light our view on a subject matter might be altered. As our days here on earth come to an end, you are never the same person you once were.

My hope is to grow wiser with each passing year, to love my family unconditionally, to make and keep awesome friends. I hope to one day full fill my dreams and watch as my children full fill theirs. I want to be happy! I want to be in love with the world as I watch glorious sunsets. I still want to be wishing upon the stars.

For now... I am who I am. I've got flaws, but who doesn't. I have goals that I will continue to strive for. I will write for me until someone wants me to write for them. I am a mother and a wife. I am a woman and a child. I am in love and I am loved. I am confused, but walking with faith. I am everything  I'm suppose to be.


inspired by Kick in the blog

I dream for them...

I use to be a dreamer... I had big plans for my future. I'd picture myself upon the rolling green hills of Ireland or in any of the other beautiful places I wanted to visit.I had foreseen how my life would go (I wanted to be a writer).My future husbands face was etched into my brain and yes... he looked alot like Johnny Depp. I knew what I wanted and I was prepared to grab it by the horns.

Until life stepped in.

I still have dreams. I still have hope for the future, but they've changed over the years. I dream of happiness and love for my boys, whom are the loves of my life. I want the best for them like any other mother would. I hope to teach them the tools to navigate life. I want them to know that the world belongs to them, to know that they can be whatever they want to be. I pray that they will grow up to have kindness in their hearts and a gentle hand. I want them to have everything I did not. I want them to take oppurtunities that I didn't take.  I dream that my boys have a fullfilling life. I hope they will be honest, good men.

There is one dream for myself that I still hold onto and that is to be comfortable and happy with my life.

Oh who am I kidding....
I want to marry Johnny Depp!


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Forever Grateful

Beginning a new chapter in life can be intimidating, exciting and frustrating... but when you have the love and support of family and friends everything falls into place as it should. I owe many, many thanks to several people in my life for helping my family and I make it through a tough situation. I am forever grateful to my loved ones for having faith in us and hope to pay them back tenfold. I realize how blessed I am to have them in my life. I can finally begin to let go of some of this worry and anxiety I bear. We as a family can begin to move forward. Positive energy will emanate from our home and bodies. We still have a ways to go when it comes to getting ourselves back on track , but we have taken the first (and most difficult) of many steps to come. I see a wonderful future for us on the horizon. For the first time in a very long time... I am smiling!

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