Changing Me
You say it’s me, I say it’s you…
Neither of us though, actually have a clue
It’s bigger than that… you and I
It’s bigger than just our little lives
You say it’s my walls, my lack of interest
You say I’m the cause of the issues at hand
I say it’s you… your negativity
I say it’s your attitude and inability to understand
A feeling of loss gathers in my stomach
Weighing down it’s contents and my heart
Swirls of sadness dance… circling my head
Blocking my vision of the world
A longing for something unknown to me
Hangs like a cobweb around my thoughts
Capturing the confusion settling there
Ideas that peddle through my mind
Are quickly shunned due to the reality they contain
Decisions too hard to make
Linger like a thick aura
Resentment coils around my heart
I refuse to change… to give in
But where is it ….
Where is the end?
What are the truths within these words?
Will either of us win?
Dana
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ReplyDeleteSometimes things just need to come out!
Deleteit is a hard place...both so sure in their position neither is willing to give...and in the end i think both lose...
ReplyDeleteI know... nothing good can come of this, but it's so hard to give in when you know it's not right to do so.
Deletebut you know neither feels that way...reminds me of tough times my wife and i went through a few years ago...it is overcomeable...
DeleteWe've overcome so much already in our time together. Life has not been easy, but I know we can get through this too. Trust in me that it's not up to me though... you can't make a person do something no matter how hard you try. It must be up to them to decide things are important enough.
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